What if the journey to spiritual awakening came wrapped in grief, mysticism, and radical love?

LossLove and A Journey through Fear to Peace is not your typical spiritual memoir. In this third volume of the Love Is God Is Love series, Betty Hibod reveals an intimate, raw, and transcendently personal account of her inner evolution. Through the lens of mystical love, spiritual awakening, and erotic spirituality, she charts the tension between human desire and divine consciousness, where every painful moment becomes a sacred teaching.

Unlike traditional religious texts or self-help guides, this book goes beyond theory. It makes spiritual concepts real and embodied through daily life, complex relationships, and visceral emotion. Hibod does not offer abstractions; she offers her soul, laid bare. In the shadow of profound grief and the memory of lost love, she discovers light in the most unexpected places-from chakra awakenings and mystical visions to the catalytic connection with Emily, a mirror of divine feminine power and unresolved trauma.

Through journals, revelations, and spiritual commentary, this memoir becomes a map of transformation. It speaks to readers craving more than answers. It speaks to those ready to witness how myth becomes flesh and how ordinary life becomes miraculous.

Perfect for seekers of spiritual memoir, mystical love, grief and transformation, and LGBTQ+ spiritual journeys.

Step into a memoir where awakening is not an idea. It is an experience.