After a traumatic car accident, Ava Durant wakes up in hospital not remembering how she got there. However, that's not all she's forgotten. The last ten years of her memory are gone and she's not a thirty-year-old woman anymore, she's forty. Struggling to come to terms with everything she's lost, she tries to live in her new reality, but everything is foreign and unfamiliar. Her husband has gone, her friends are different, and life is unrecognisable. In order to move forward she has to go backward to unearth her forgotten past and the secrets that have shaped her. A sharp examination of what it looks like to be a woman in today's society, this book is for anyone who's woken up at forty and wondered what has happened to their life.